Phone calls

Not that it has happened for the first time. There have been several occasions when we would not call each other for days. But this time, it’s different. While on all other occasions, we would fight on trivial issues and decide to hang up on each other and then expect the other to call first, this time we have mutually decided to stop calling regularly. Considering the fact that we used to call each other ten times a day and speak for hours together, when we decided to step back, phone calls were the first thing on the hit list. So, we have decided to call each other just once a week now.

Waiting for her call is unbearable. Not waiting is impossible. I understand that things are not like before and I also understand that she must be going through the same feeling of uneasiness like I am. But, as I said before, the time has come.